Some quotes I hope may resonate with you.
"If you aren't curious about it, you'll never be good at it." - Naval Ravikant
"A gentleman is never rude except on purpose." - Christopher Hitchens
"Perspective changes everything. Billions of people would instantly trade their problems for your problems." - Shane Parrish
"People who have time on their hands will inevitably waste the time of people who have work to do." - Thomas Sowell