Some quotes I hope may resonate with you.
"For it happens that books are the only article in which I am richer than my neighbors." - Thomas De Quincey
"Hope for the best. Prepare for the worst. Expect nothing. Savor everything." - Mark Manson
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on." - Robert Frost
"Death twitches my ear; 'Live,' he says... 'I'm coming.'" - Virgil