Some quotes I hope may resonate with you.
"I was street smart, but unfortunately the street was Rodeo Drive." - Carrie Fisher
"When a person can't find a deep sense of meaning, they distract themselves with pleasure." - Viktor Frankl
"Everything you say should be true but not everything true should be said." - Voltaire
"Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less." - Marie Curie