Some quotes that I hope may resonate with you.
"What happens after you die? Lots of things happen after you die - they just don't involve you." - Louis C.K.
"The truth does not change according to our ability to stomach it." - Flannery O'Connor
"Hard choices, easy life. Easy choices, hard life." - Jerzy Gregorek
"I know of only two very real evils in life: remorse and illness." - Leo Tolstory