Some quotes I hope may resonate with you.
"Resentment is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die." - Carrie Fisher
"All our best men are laughed at in this nightmare land." - Jack Kerouac
"Waking up to who you are requires letting go of who you imagine yourself to be." - Alan Watts
"In small matters trust the mind, in the large ones the heart." - Sigmund Freud