Some quotes I hope may resonate with you.
"Habits are the compound interest of self-improvement." - James Clear
"If you have everything under control, you're not moving fast enough." - Mario Andretti
"Ever since we discovered that Earth is round and turns like a mad spinning-top, we have understood that reality is not as it appears to us; every time we glance a new aspect of it, it is a deeply emotional experience. Another veil has fallen." - Carlo Rovelli
"If you feel pain you're alive, if you feel other peoples pain, you are a human being." - Leo Tolstoy