Here are some quotes that I hope may resonate with you.
"Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know." - Ernest Hemingway
"You will not be punished for your anger. You will be punished by your anger." - the Buddha
"The most contrarian thing of all is not to oppose the crowd but to think for yourself." - Peter Thiel
"The secret to being likable is to not care if people like you." - Ed Latimore
"You have to be odd to be number one." - Dr. Suess
"If you propose to speak, always ask yourself, is it true, is it necessary, is it kind." - the Buddha
"There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow men. True nobility lies in being superior to your former self." - Ernest Hemingway