Some quotes I hope may resonate with you.
"Start by doing what's necessary, then do what's possible, and suddenly you're doing the impossible." - St. Francis of Assisi
"The tranquility that comes when you stop caring what they say. Or think, or do. Only what YOU do." - Marcus Aurelius
"Karma is just you, repeating your patterns, virtues, and flaws until you finally get what you deserve." - Naval Ravikant
"Men believe that which they wish to be true." - Julius Caesar
"In fairness to Jesus, 'One of you will betray me' is a great dinner party conversation opener." - Richy Craven