Some quotes I hope may resonate with you.
"It is amazing how much panic one honest an can spread among a multitude of hypocrites." - Thomas Sowell
"He is a wise man who does not grieve for the things which he has not, but rejoices for those which he has." - Epictetus
"That which we need the most will be found where we least want to look." - Carl Jung
"I'm only responsible for what I say, not for what you understand." - John Wayne